defying gravity

this is what i feel today. if only i have the courage to do this, I WILL!

(From Wicked)

You can still be with the Wizard

What you've worked and waited for

You can have all you ever wanted

But I don't want it - No - I can't want it
Anymore

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

Can't I make you understand?

You're having delusions of grandeur

I'm through accepting limits
'Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's loveIt comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down

I really hope you get it

And you don't live to regret it

I hope you're happy in the end

I hope you're happy, my friend

So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:

"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"

And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me

Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!


*i wanna cry,
i wanna scream,
i wanna punch someone,
i wanna bang the wall.

i just wanna forget
and be in bliss

like when you make love
hard and pass out
and you don't remember
anything else...

and if it's gonna be forever
(like amnesia)
maybe better so*

sh*t!